How to Walk with God As a Human Woman with a Womb

My walk with God is anything but perfect.

That is, it is anything but formalistic, legalistic, dogmatic, or institutional, aka., rooted in the religious Matrix.

There are times when:

I rage.

I lose hope.

My inner little girl throws tantrums.

I feel abandoned by God, even though I know it’s a looping narrative in my head.

It doesn’t mean I love God any less. Or do not have faith in His finished work at the cross.

It means, I am human.

As the “new age to Jesus” wave continues to resurrect itself, I’m finding more and more women swinging to the other extreme of what I call:

Performance based faith.

Aka.: Fear and severance based, disembodied faith.

I truly get it.

I know how scary it must be, to unearth all the inversions and deceptions in our world, and in the personal development and womb spaces.

(I spent the whole year of 2021 red pilling myself, digging into the history, origin, and spirit behind both new age spirituality and church empire, leaving no stone unturned).

The thing is, being literate of, and tending to your body, which is the temple of the Holy Spirit, is your responsibility.

You were created with a womb to birth - babies, ideas, artistic expressions, and paradigms.

Your central channels - womb, belly, heart, and throat, are both places where traumatic imprints, as well as your creational power live.

The quality of your tissues, determines how much life force, sensation, blood flow, nerve signals, and God’s love and glory you can circulate in your body.

Faith isn’t a mental force that is devoid of your body, female nervous system, and anatomy.

Faith isn’t hiding in floral dresses and sourdough starters, while throwing Bible verses at everyone and projecting your judgment.

Faith isn’t compulsively glorifying God in every post, and shaming and condemning the previous version of YOU and your life.

All and all, faith isn’t bypassing your HUMANITY.

Jesus wept at his friend Lazarus’s tomb, even though He knew He was going to raise Lazarus from the dead.

If God does not bypass His humanity, and you are made in His image and likeness, it means:

You are here to be the living, breathing, feeling, AND, feelable, woman.

There is a beautiful invitation for women of faith, and that is to mature into the spiritual posture that can feel and hold the nuances of walking with God, as a 21st century feminine woman who lives inside her body and tissues.

Yes, I’ve heard over and over, “healing the womb/pelvis isn’t Biblical.”

Let me point out what else is not "Biblical:"

- Taking grass fed beef organ supplements.
- Going to medical school to learn how to be a heart surgeon.
- Lifting weights and getting on the Pilates reformer.
- Using the gas stove to cook your meals.

Reading the Bible “by the (dead) letter,” vs., allowing the Word of God to transport you into the illumination and revelation of the (living) Holy Spirit, IS the difference between legalism and performance based faith, vs. living in vulnerable, intimate, and embodied love and devotion to God.

The latter will require you to open up to Him as daughter and beloved - spiritually, somatically, and cellularly. Body. Womb. Heart. Throat. Crown. Soul. Spirit. Restored and reclaimed by Abba.

This is when internal renewal and revival truly happen.

This is when the agape redemptive love of God no longer translates into just a word, a verse, or a rigid formula and interpretation. But a tone and a knowing, that is deeply FELT and LIVED, by you.

In a time of AI, technocracy and transhumanism, your *in-bodiment,* as in, you taking responsibility of your female blueprint and fertile birthing/creational power, is you living in alignment with God’s will.

Faith isn’t blind. It lives inside the intelligence of your body.

And it’s time you begin to live inside your body as well, as a woman of the womb.

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