Womb and Plant Medicine
Dec 09, 2024
The first time I was guided into my womb with my mentor at the time, I entered into an altered state.
In an instant, something became dislodged in my womb, and filled my being with terror and darkness.
For a few moments, I lost all sense of time and space. I was trapped in between worlds, in paralyzing fear, and unable to come out.
Then, both of us realized, it was an attachment that got hooked into my womb, during one of my ayahuasca journeys from years back.
I devoted years of my life to plant medicine as an integration specialist.
Plant medicine meant the world to me: cathartic experiences, rapid breakthroughs, and most importantly, friendships and community.
I was discerning. And practiced good energy hygiene, with proper set and setting.
In hindsight, I realize I really had no absolute fool-proof way to know what portals were being opened, and what was entering into my body.
The womb is an intelligent hollow organ made to nurture, multiply and birth matter, with the masculine seed that is deposited into her.
In multidimensional spiritual warfare, the womb is the prime target.
Whatever frequencies enter into the womb, get interwoven into the creational matrix of our woman, and the love field we hold with our men.
Under the influence of psychedelic plant medicine, one enters into an intensely parasympathetic state of deep surrender and receiving.
For hours, we are in a waking dream, having very little control over what is happening to our minds and bodies.
In such a state, we are even more susceptible to advanced spiritual deception and infiltration, siphoning implants and artificial technologies, often disguised as light, love, cosmic codes, and truth.
During my plant medicine years, I had many what felt like loving and benevolent experiences, when I was humbly bestowed with special wisdom, power, healing, and influence.
After I began working with God and my womb, I’ve uncovered and removed multiple hooks down to the most subtle forms of consciousnesses, that came in during ceremonies and took up residence inside my womb.
Some even contributed to uterine masses (this isn’t to say all growth comes from this).
On a physiological level, chronic use of powerful master plants, including microdosing and plant dietas, can cause damage to the female hormonal matrix, which is far more complex and intricate than male’s.
Prolonged elevated levels of serotonin (it is actually not the happy hormone as widely believed) increase estrogen and histamine, which can result in estrogen dominance and histamine intolerance.
Asthma, severe allergies, insomnia, anxiety, depression, fatigue, weight gain, loss of libido and creativity, etc., are but some of the health consequences.
What takes root in the body and womb often only manifests in the physical months, even years and decades after.
Until we develop a certain womb awareness and sensitivity, it’s almost impossible to connect the dots between what happened in the jungle that one night, vs., a certain health condition years down the line.
Back in 2021 when I was at rock bottom with all the mystery symptoms in my body, and intolerable pain during my monthly (19-21 day) bleed, God’s message to me was, “Go into your womb and heal from the root.”
My intention is not to tell you what to do with plant medicine. That is your sovereign choice.
What I know now, is that a woman’s body requires devotional tending and impeccable guardianship. From birth, to the day you leave this planet.
All female experiences in a woman’s life center around the womb.
You were never taught this:
Your womb is a psychic repository.
She’s not meant to feel numb to you (as in, you can’t feel her).
She’s made to feed, carry, and multiply whatever masculine seeds and consciousness that enter into her.
She requires the utmost devotion and spiritual maturity from you, as her guardian.
Spiritual warfare on the surface may look like hormonal birth control, and attack on masculinity and the nuclear family.
At the core, it’s an invisible multidimensional war fought on the level of consciousness and frequency, through the fabric of your being.
In the Garden of Eden, it was Eve that was seeded with the idea of fear and separation from God.
Not because the woman is the sinner preached by dogmatic church teachings. But because Eve was the cherished (and highly valuable) VESSEL.
What/Whoever claims the vessel of our woman, gains access to her radiance, eros, and feminine creational life force. And ultimately, the interweavings of the primordial union field she holds, through her merged womb and heart.
An occupied, numb, or wounded womb alters the quality of his penetration and providership, how we receive and inspire our men, and the relationships and realities that birth through us.
Spirit and soul enters into the womb, and becomes life.
The womb is an organ that *matters* the most.
Every choice you make:
Diet, lifestyle, boundaries, sex, information you consume, spiritual modalities, etc., either depletes your womb (aka., your woman)’s life force and radiance.
Or, deepens you into her immensely fertile and creational nature, where your true feminine potential and eros is unlocked.