Witnessing Him In His Pain
Dec 15, 2023
A part of him stepping into his Kingship, lies in you deepening into your capacity to witness him in pain.
You holding the space for YOU to not jump in and coach him through whatever he is going through, will just about activate every trigger in you – with your mother, father, and God.
Women often mistaken devotional love with blind giving to men, continuing to invite that ex back into their lives, or becoming his mother. As opposed to simply being, feeling, presencing, and emanating, as he is in his the fires and waters of his King initiations.
Trying to take away his pain by interfering with his rite of passage into manhood, castrates him.
And your need to interfere comes from your feminine system collapsing from within because you aren’t comfortable with holding the overwhelming and bursting sensations of your descending feminine pole, and letting the man be the man (on the rise).
To hijack this process for temporary comfort (for you) is like taking a blunt knife and slowly chipping away at his manhood, that will also simultaneously stab into your wellspring of eros and respect for him, causing it to leak and dry up.
- To interfere, or to simply witness?
- To doubt, or to trust however the chips may fall, without manipulating for a specific outcome?
- To devote to the unintegrated shadow preferences of your heart, or to kneel at the altar of love, and devote to DEVOTION?
High initiations for a woman into feminine mastery, of serving love and devotion, AS love and devotion.
In a multidimensional timeline, you hold the feminine sword to make, or break his rite of passage into Kingship.
This requires you to have died over and over, at the altar of love, and be able to administer the *death ritual* to your man from your integrated womb and heart.
This is the high initiation of the cervix. A body portal where you will be invited into, to continuously meet your edge and eros, your death and rebirth, as well as the many lineage stories of violation and pain around the masculine, and the full range of your innate resourcefulness and liberation as a woman.
The death ritual of a woman’s descent into the depth of her cervix strips her of her goddess crown and every single layer of shiny egoic pretense she’s draped over herself, and returns her to her most pristine and primal feminine consciousness:
Everything a woman yearns to experience:
- Deeper love and intimacy.
- Easeful flow of clients and money.
- Showing up in her organic magnetism.
- Being met and held by God, and by Life.
Invite her to descend, deeper.
