Healing Fibroids
Aug 08, 2024
I want to start by sharing some of my personal beliefs on the body:
Any chronic symptom (whether a healthy issue, an intimacy block in your relationship, or a receivership wound in your business and money), has a spiritual and emotional origin, before it is made physical.
Contrary to what the allopathic medicine community preaches, every symptom or condition from sniffles to tumor is the body healing itself, rather than “pathology.”
Every symptom speaks a message, a cue, and an invitation, for us to change and *whole* from the inside out: Our lifestyle and diet, how we respond to internal/external stimuli, our relationship dynamics and attachment style, etc.
While there are guidelines, there is no one size fits all formula. Only you can heal you.
Fibroids = Non-feeling masses
When I began approaching my fibroids as “non-feeling masses,” rather than “this pathology I need to get rid of,” everything shifted.
It brought up memories of many of my childhood years under rigorous mind programming in an elite school in Communist China, that resulted in decades of complete disconnect from my body:
Military marches and obedience. Public humiliation and corporal punishment. Food and bathroom deprivation. Teachings of self-neglect and sacrifice. Etc.
In addition, I grew up in a household where the display of any emotion was highly discouraged.
I learned to suppress my emotions, violate my body’s instincts, and bypass my felt-senses from a very young age. Which, led to abusive relationships, antidepressants, drinking, and the overuse of plant medicine for cathartic (and dissociative) experiences later on.
For me, this healing journey has gone way beyond “what can I do to get rid of them?”
I realized I needed to recalibrate my relationships with:
- Certain aspects of my diet.
- How my nervous system responds to stress. How I stay in the body, feel and express what needs to be expressed, even when it is difficult.
- Father and mother wounds. God wound. Intimacy wounds with men and the masculine.
- Plant medicine - Most master plants interfere with our serotonin receptors, which leads to prolonged increased levels of serotonin, hence estrogen. Recognize why I kept seeking cathartic “out of body” experiences, and what I was really running away from.
- My feminine anatomy - vulva, yoni, cervix, womb, ovaries, breasts, etc. Literacy of my unique feminine physiology that is very different from male physiology that is used as the common standard, in all medical and health literature.
The physical and energetic properties of the womb, are such, that the womb is always in service to our Woman, as the oracle.
While social media often portrays the oracle in priestess robes draped in rose petals, in truth, part of our womb’s oracular voice, is the voice of pain:
- Painful PMS.
- Growth and cysts.
- Low libido or painful penetration.
- Sluggish creativity.
- Stagnant life force and financial flow.
- Relationship/Communication issues with men.
Etc.
The pain is not punishment, but to intuit us onto the evolution and reclamation of our feminine soul.
In other words, it is saying to you,
“Which parts of you, and which areas of your life, need more of your love, your tending, your presence, and your devotion?”
The reason why statistics show a 50-60% of fibroid recurrence, within 5-10 years after the removal procedure, is because this “symptom” is a part of you.
n order for any symptom to re-pattern for good, YOU must re-pattern, and recalibrate your relationships with all from the inside out. (see Slide 4).
Womb health, as well as our feminine vitality and eros, are a continuum rather than divided parts that can be addressed separately.
Every choice you make, within the eco-system of YOU, matters (becomes matter), and shapes the vitality and fluidity of your feminine waters throughout your fertile and non-fertile years.
As much as our very inverted medical system tries to convince us the human body is like clockwork, we work as a multidimensional and holistic eco-system. Within this eco-system is:
Health. Wealth. Legacy. Love.
Every part impacts the whole, and one another.
In the end, symptoms are love letters from our perfect and immaculate bodies.
Your body is never wrong.
It never does anything to harm or punish you.
It only seeks to keep you alive and vibrant, often at the expense of creating sensations of pain and discomfort, in order to alert you.
Know that the fibroids are simply your body creating a healing response to an unloved part, a defense mechanism, an armor, a rupture, or a holding pattern, that is held in the cellular memories of your body, that is ready to *whole.*
And this response is, your body’s own love letter to get your attention, so you can make different choices, and re-orient to all the relationships in your life from the sovereignty of your Woman.
in the end, it really boils down to:
How intimate are you with your woman?