Being the Woman At the Well
Dec 29, 2023
This came to me as I was prepping notes for our first transmission “Woman At the Well” for Descent.
I’ve been the woman at the well many times this year.
Between the slow healing of mold toxicity, to an exhausting 6-month lawsuit coupled by our move, to injuring my back and not being able to walk for two months, I needed to access a level of trust and surrender in my feminine core that wasn’t available to me before.
I see the woman-at-the-well in many women who come to me:
They gave it all to men who didn’t reciprocate. They work long hours but still aren’t making great sales. They want to get closer to God but are trapped in church hurt.
When the feminine soul is weary, we become jaded and hardened. We start to question whether God and the Masculine are really here for us.
Time and time again, I’ve been receiving the same call from God:
“Come back to me and drink from my well of LIFE.”
- Our posture of devotion, is a result of coming back to Him.
- Our eros and vulnerability to deeply receive our men, receive wealth, and receive Life, is a result of coming back to him.
- Our surrender in taking leaps of faith to boldly birth our art into the world - program, book, project, legacy, etc., is a result of coming back to Him.
The woman at the well dropped her armors, when she finally received Jesus's penetrating goodness into her heart - “Beloved, I traveled through time and space to come to you and offer you my well of LIFE. Drink from me and you will never thirst again.”
This is the love story we are weaving, when we first come back to HIM, in our journey of deep repair with men and the Masculine.
If we peel back all the layers of self-erected armors, deep inside, there’s our eternal yearning for HIM.
On the surface, this looks like resting in the frame of a masculine man or sustainable flows of cash.
At the heart, womb, and soul level, we are born with a holy thirst and ache for:
God.
Father. King. Beloved.
Our first love.
The feminine soul will never experience the level of deeply drenching eros and Kingly holding, until and unless...
She comes home to HIM.
Likewise, any kind of weariness, jadedness, hardened-ness, and un-quenched thirst, is the result of us not intimately knowing HIM, and being in the posture of devotional reverence.
When the Word became flesh, HE traveled across all dimensions and time to wait on the feminine at the well, to redeem her soul.
The Masculine is life-giving.
In her descent, into her heart, womb, blood, darkness, animal instincts, death, life, and the damp fertile soils of the earth, she will find her well of devotion that is templated within her:
For her to find her way home, to HIM.
Her deepest yearning...
Is to be filled, impregnated, and alchemized by His Light and Truth.
His deepest purpose...
Is to travel through time and space to reclaim and redeem His bride, and offer the containment of His Father’s Kingdom for her restored innocence and radiance.
Creation is a love story.
Because at the heart of Creation...
Is God.
