Asking and Receiving His No Are Not Mutually Exclusive
Jan 17, 2024
Expressing your desires to him, and not expecting him to fulfill all your needs, are not mutually exclusive.
When you return to your Original Feminine Blueprint - as love and devotion embodied, your desires no longer just serve you. They serve Love and Life, and Union itself.
Ironically, what serves Love and Union, is also what serves you, and him, the most.
An unintegrated feminine ego craves to mold him into your “husband boy toy” to play out all the fantasies of your unfulfilled childhood needs.
Desires that have been purified, felt, and expressed by the re-unified pathways of the fire rings of your cervix and throat, and the wellsprings of devotion in your womb and heart, will look and feel very different from the desires that once served your feminine ego.
This looks wildly different for all women who are being initiated by and through love:
It may be to drop into the rawness of your aching need for him. Or to lay down your armors and projections, and simply receive the man in front of you as he is. Or to re-evaluate where you are with him, and let love and God work through you.
One of the greatest gifts you can gift to your man, is your capacity to be obliterated by love while holding yourself as the embodiment of your yearning and devotion for True Union (which is rooted in our eternal yearning for God and the Masculine), no matter how scary, uncomfortable, vulnerable, or excruciating it is.
In our descent, as we soften and de-armor every hardened shield and wall we’ve erected in our womb, heart, and sex out of the need for safety, we return home to this pulsing primal and very visceral yearning that is felt in every cell and tissue, that lives deep in our woman.
Much of our feminine descent isn’t about learning something new.
But to unlearn. De-armor. Shed. And soften what became hardened and impenetrable. To come into a different, and a more loving and intentional relationship with what is held within.
This is as much a spiritual-erotic reparative experience, as it is a return to our feminine physiology:
Your yearning for HIM and your deeply receptive nature are embedded in your body - in your womb, heart, and sex, as the “internal GPS” that continues to crack you open by Love itself.
